blackxdawn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- back i'm thinking about bringing this back. this is strange for me. i've been off this whole track for such a long time, and now that i'm back i feel like a colossal failure. in the eyes of this value system. i'm older now. it's been what, a year? i doubt anyone even still reads this. let's just say i moved somewhere where fat is ok and discontent stops being pleasureful and actually just makes you vomit and eat. so i ate. & now i have to fix it. there isn't a scale in this house but i'll bet i've lost five pounds in the past week or so. i tried the 2-4-6 but it was more like 3-5-8, because i'm that incapable of restricting. been walking like mad and all that. june begins soon. between june and july, i will lose 20 pounds.
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